Chapter 1: Rising Intuition - Part 2
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As I talked to myself, trying to work through my questions, another behavior surfaced in my mind. Not only had she not found my eyes, but she had been staring into space. Another behavior I had overlooked, subconsciously not wanting to see. Working through these thoughts and discoveries was a struggle, and realizing I had suppressed her regressive behaviors filled me with guilt. It was a dark process accepting that I hadn’t faced what was right in front of me.
Despite the growing unease within me, I found myself repeatedly rationalizing Linda’s development. Everything seemed fine on the surface. She had met all the typical early developmental milestones on time, like eating on her own, walking, and saying simple words. Her motor skills and attention to visuals and sounds were also normal. Not to mention, she was the happiest baby of all my children. Her smile, laughter, and easygoing nature, were priceless and an absolute joy to witness. Knowing these facts somewhat eased my fears, but only to a point.
As much as I battled to convince myself all was fine, the feeling that something was off lingered. It was the power of my rising intuition that would soon enter my consciousness like never before, something I would welcome and honor regularly in time. That subtle, quiet, yet strong force in the back of my mind, aligned with my heart, refused to be silenced. While I wanted to believe everything was fine, my intuition insisted that something wasn't, and that it needed to be investigated. With each passing day, I began piecing together what I had suppressed, finding more things that didn't quite fit. What I hadn't noticed before was becoming clearly visible.
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